Lately I’ve been feeling…bleak. I’ve been gloomy, dispirited, and rattled. I’ve been going through disappointments and longing for the past 2 weeks. I want to get back to my old bubbly self but I can’t. I know what’s making me feel this way and i wish i could stop it, but sadly there’s nothing I can do about it. All I can do is sit here and wallow in self-pit about how abhorrent I feel.